The Stand Up

Ladies, you ever sit back and analyze yourself thinking, "Damn I got it going on...Looks, personality, education, fashion sense, etc., etc..." Yeah, the chances are you're probably sitting there alone...Not in the company of your man but of your other equally lonely girlfriend...You oh so often find yourself man less thinking about the past losers you've dealt with and the foul shit they've done to you and all you can say is, "Damn! Can I at least get an explantion?!"

That intro was written two years ago and yeah you guessed it things haven't changed. In my mind sometimes I really believe if was meant for me to die single. In my twenty two years of living, I could write a book on my trials and tribulations of the dating world. To sum things up I haven't had a real boyfriend since high school. Which brings me to tonight.

This guy and I, went to high school together. I always had a small curious crush on him. I ran into him not too long ago and we began to date, nothing serious, very casual. He is nice, but the spark just wasn't there and I backed off. Recently we run into each other again and he insist that I give him a call and another try. So I'm thinking ok, what's the worse that could happen. I just ate those words. HE STOOD ME UP.

Now one would think that I'd be mad, call his phone numerous time, but I'm not. It would be an understatement to say that I really don't give f#*k. You called me. I'm so used to this its doesn't even surprise me. He will call again and with that being said. Im out I have work to do.


No Love and Happiness.
Shaquane.